It's the little things I miss the most. The smiles. The laughter. For no other reason than it feels so good. Sitting in silence because nothing needs to be said. Doing things without planning or without cause, just to be present in the moment. To have nothing else matter except that sense of complete calm and happiness. The moments when my heart beats the slowest are among the most exhilarating I've ever experienced. Feeling instead of thinking. Overwhelming me with wonder.